The Only Thing Standing Between Me and Who I Want To Be Is...Me.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Over.
This entry has been deleted. I know what it said. But I don't want to read it anymore. I do, however, want a reminder of the date. So, I kept the spot, just deleted what used to be in it. And, now I'm going public again. Yay.
And I so wanted to say to him, and now that you admitted it, I never saw her fucking number. Kinda awesome that I just knew. It validates past stuff for me. He acted exactly the same as he did the other times. His whole demeanor changes.
Thanks for the invite. I didn't realize you'd gone private...
anyhoo... being in a similar position, with my OH lying to me about phone calls/texts/emails etc with other women, I can honestly understand your frustration/anger/hurt. But really don't know if I can give you an answer as to what you should do.
We've been together 20 something years, and it's not easy to leave. Have tried. And we did separate for a short period.
I wish I was a stronger person... I think that's what I lack. Change is always something I stress about.
I've got to the stage now where I try not to think about all his little flirtations etc, or whatever you want to call them. What I don't know wont hurt me, right?
Hugs to you.... I sure know what you're going through.
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And I so wanted to say to him, and now that you admitted it, I never saw her fucking number. Kinda awesome that I just knew. It validates past stuff for me. He acted exactly the same as he did the other times. His whole demeanor changes.
Thanks for the invite. I didn't realize you'd gone private...
anyhoo... being in a similar position, with my OH lying to me about phone calls/texts/emails etc with other women, I can honestly understand your frustration/anger/hurt.
But really don't know if I can give you an answer as to what you should do.
We've been together 20 something years, and it's not easy to leave. Have tried.
And we did separate for a short period.
I wish I was a stronger person... I think that's what I lack. Change is always something I stress about.
I've got to the stage now where I try not to think about all his little flirtations etc, or whatever you want to call them. What I don't know wont hurt me, right?
Hugs to you.... I sure know what you're going through.
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