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Oy. No blogging makes a girl insane! Not that I wasn’t insane already…but whatev.

So, where to begin?

Tonight I start guitar lessons. I’m excited and a little nervous. I’ve never had any sort of musical training at all. So, it should be interesting. There’s nothing I can’t do (except maybe comprehend some math things!!!), so I know I’ll learn a lot. And it’s a beginner’s class, so there shouldn’t be any big show offs. J

I’m practicing recipes for the Saratoga County Fair. Today I made chocolate chip raspberry muffins. They’re good but I think I added too many chocolate chips. I also think they could use a nut of some sort. Maybe pumpkin seed or almond. Mmmm, yeah, I think pumpkin would work nicely.

So, I, hesitantly, handed over the bills to Magnum. It’s a good thing though. I have faith in him and I know he’ll do it well.

However, since Magnum is in control of the moolah, a trip to Illinois is probably not going to happen. I would love to go. But we had a deal, and I didn’t manage to work out my end of the deal. Maybe we can go at Christmas time instead. Although, half the fun is all of the summery things! And, next year, my vacation is going to be in May, so I can attend my graduation! Whoot! (I’m enrolling in the math class for fall instead of summer.)

In Pawn news…she’s so…snuggly. I hadn’t seen her for about 4 days and when she came in yesterday we were hugging and kissing and it was nice. Comfortable. It felt right. And then, last night, she couldn’t sleep, and every time I would roll or move she’d kiss me on my forehead, or arm, or back. Or she’d play with my fingers or hold my hand. The best part of all of this, is that she wasn’t doing it for me. I was sleeping. Ya know? It was just so tender. She’s always playful and we are always giggling or laughing. And the kissing and stuff is nice, but it’s sorta always playful with her. Guarded maybe? Like, if she’s playful then it’s not serious and she’s “protected” against any feelings she might be having. But, last night, when she thought I didn’t know, she let down her guard. Or, maybe she was just desperately bored. J

And, I’m pretty sure she’s moving in. Ask me in two weeks how I feel about it! J Like I’ve said before, if we look at it as a practicality thing, then it just makes sense. I think Magnum decided to do it on a 30 day trial period??

I just made homemade croutons. They are yummmmers.

So, on Friday, Magnum & I will have been married for 5 years. I will always believe that from the moment of my birth, I was making my way to him. Even if I didn’t know it. I love him. J We should have a party or something.

Ha, JDRW just told one of his friends “get over it”. Ha.