Slump.

Is this just a slump, or will it get better? 

I don't think it will ever get better.  I think we are just at the beginning of the end.

There's just no...nothing. 

We have different ideas, and priorities, and likes and dislikes. 

There's no spark.  There's no fun.  There's certainly no passion.

But, me being me, I avoid conflict at all costs. 

And then there's the JDRW factor and I have to decide if a blah relationship between his parents is good enough to hold onto for his sake, or if everyone, including him, would be better off in a different situation.

Yeah, I know, next week I'll blog about how much I love Magnum...blah blah blah.  And I do love him.  But I just don't feel, IT anymore.

On the way home from shopping this morning, I thought, maybe I should focus on me.  I'll focus on making me the best me I can be, and then, if I'm all good, and our relationship isn't, I'll go from there. 

Oh, Life.  Sometimes you are such a prick.