Flake.

Isn't this about the time of year I flake out?  Odd, that I can actually feel it trying to happen.  I'm more tired, moody, crabby, and overwhelmed.  I can't get my head around stuff and I feel like I always need to be doing something, while at the same time feeling like I'm doing nothing or getting nothing done.  At least I'm aware of my issue with fall.

OOOO, not to mention that this is an anniversary of sorts for me.  Which explains a lot actually.  In 2001, I called Magnum, who was married to someone else at the time, and he told me he'd left his wife for Two.  He broke me that day, in ways I never want to be broken again.  I still remember the pain in my chest.  I remember the day because the date was the same frontwards as it is backwards.  10/11/01.  Dun Dun Dun.  It was a long time ago, but there's still this insecurity that creeps in every once in a while and I never remember why...and then...o, yeah, that's it!  :)

Roof.  In about 2 weeks we'll have one.  Yay!  It took us for ever to pick a color.  We're having a metal roof put on.  You can click here, to see the color choices.  We chose charcoal grey.  Magnum had it narrowed down to Grey or Green, but I think grey is much more versatile.  The most exciting part to me, is once we get our roof done, we can start to work, bit by bit, on the inside stuff.  I'd love to do our kitchen & dining room and halway ceiling in this.  It's expensive, so we might have to do 1 a week for 217 weeks, but it'll look so pretty.  :)  Which, if you're wondering, for 217 squares it would end up costing over $4000.  :)  Eeek.

Izzy & I...well, I guess we aren't anything.  I'm not sure what happened there.  We were going along just fine, and I decided it was getting sorta eh, just emailing, so I was thinking it was time for something to happen, and well...it just fizzled.  She says she's got a lot going on, and lord knows I have a lot going on.  O, well.  I'll let it rest for a wee bit and see how I feel in a week or so. 

In other news, I still don't have a job.  Not that I've been looking real hard.  I keep thinking something will find me.  My limited availabilty definitely puts a crimp in things. 

Ok, enough for now.  I have spanish homework.  Yay.