Gulp.

I just opened my blog for public viewing.

I usually chicken out within a few hours and go back to private...we'll see.

Twinkies.

So, a few weeks ago, there was a girl sitting behind me in class, and she was answering a question the instructor asked, so I turned to look at her...she is by far the cutest thing I've seen lately.  I actually did a double take because she looks like Kristen Stewart with curves.  She's positively gorgeous.  So, I just looked her up on facebook...and she's there...and she's "friends" with my nephew.  Small small world, eh?

Spring.

Spring?  Is that you I hear knocking at the front door?

:)

I raked some sticks and stuff yesterday...and I think there is just something wrong with raking while there are still inches of snow on the ground.  But it was awesome to be outside.  For the next two months my floors are a lost cause...because it's nothing but muck outside and even if the people take their shoes off when the come in, the dogs have yet to learn to wipe their paws.

I'm thinking about going public with my blog.  We shall see.

And, that's all I've got for now because I have a six chapter test tonight that I need to study for. 

Peace.

Unrest.

There's this feeling I have...and I've been trying to put my finger on it.  :)  It's a feeling of unrest.  A feeling of discontent?  Like, I'm waiting, but I don't know what I'm waiting for?  And I don't want to wait anymore.

I mean,  I should be all sunshine & rainbows.  The sun is shining, my job is good, my family is good, my Magnum is good.  I should just be all sparkles. 

So, wtf?  Why am I not all sparkles dammit?

I'm sure it's just winter blahs.  I guess I'll make a list of things I'd like to accomplish, that always helps.  :)

My new favorite color is torquoise.  I know that's random, but I'm in love with it!

So, here's a little bit of funny for ya...about the new girl.  We were going pretty steady for about a week, texting, chatting, emailing.  Then she got all wrapped up in "you have a husband & I've been there and done that and I don't want to do it again".  So, yesterday we went back and forth over her not being able to understand that I am not one of those other women she's dated and it isn't fair to judge me by that, and me not being able to understand that she's been hurt by married women and she doesn't want to go down that path again.  Blah blah blah.

So, I say, fine.  The ball's in your court.  Do with it what you will.  Play or don't play.  And, I just left it at that.

I swear, five minutes later I get this email saying she was going to go to roller derby on Saturday, and who wants to go with her (it was a mass send).  So, neway...she already knows I go to roller derby.  Ha.  And, this morning, I got a reply to an email I sent to her on Sunday asking if she wanted to go with me to see a movie.  So, is she trying to play???  :)  Women are so damn complicated.  As soon as I gave up trying to prove my point, she's all over it.  :) 

I'm tired.  All day long I'm tired.  Then at night, usually around 9pm, my energy kicks in and I want to clean and do all kindsa stuff.  And to sleep, after having been dragging ass all day, I have to take sleep meds.  So I started thinking, maybe I'm nocturnal.  I've always been a sleep during the day girl and be wide awake at night.  So, who made the rule that we are not nocturnal?  Maybe some of us humans are nocturnal by nature but society forces us to be diurnal? 

Of course, then I watched House last night and the "subject" on there was nocturnal because she had some disease.  :)  Pfffftttt.

On Friday I get to go get poked.  Fun times.

That's all I got for now. 

Peace.

Go Bi.

I was talking on the phone to Teenager #1 the other day and she's having issues with her boyfriend.  We all know he's a jerk, and they break up and get back together about 3000 times a week.  But, she seems to think this time it's really over.

So she says to me, "I think I'm just gonna go bi."

And I say, "It's about freakin' time!!"

If nothing else, I'm a cool mama.

Challenge Whore?

Today I said something along these lines to Magnum:  "Why is it that I find a girl I can stand to talk to for more than 5 seconds without getting bored, and she kicks me to the curb, but the other girls, who I am bored with, wanna talk and talk and talk?"  And, Magnum says:  "It's because you're a challenge whore."

I don't want to be a challenge whore anymore.  I just wanna be the girl who gets the girl.  :)  Dude.

Either she's brilliant, or I'm a moron.  I'm going with the latter.  But, that's all I'm gonna say about that for now.

In other news...

I got a new computer.  Well, actually, it's a netbook, but it's incredible.  It's this tiny little beautiful thing.  It's barely more than a handful.  Mucho loveo.

We got a lot accomplished this weekend, and my body is hurting.  Ouch.   But, the good news is, it was gorgeous out today, so I got to wear my sandals.  The bad news is, my sandals make my big toes hurt.  :( 

I guess that's all I got for now.  Must sleep.

Stress.

I'm having a stressy day...and just fyi, if you know I'm having a stressy day, don't say:  "Oh, yeah,  you have such a stressful life."