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So, if you are my friend, and you are a positive force in my life, I'm gonna keep you around and do what I can to be a positive force in yours.

But I was thinking earlier, that I have some friends who will be my friends forever.  We've bonded, we've made it through good & bad, and that's what I want in my life.  That's why I am so picky about who I let "in".  And, that number does grow, but very very gradually.

I'm not a nice girl.  I know this.  I'm moody and crabby and if I don't like you or if you piss me off, guess what, you know it.  But the thing is, I think I'm always open to the thought of liking just about anyone.  But, you have to make an impression, to hold my interest.  And, if you can make it past all of the bullshit I try to hide behind, then you'll find me.  And, me is good to find.

Then there are those other people.  The ones that I call "friend" but really, they aren't?  We all have those right?  We'll say "oh, that's my friend so & so..." but really you don't know them?  And, really, come to think of it, you really have nothing in common...and really they kinda get on your nerves. 

What's the point?

It's out with the negative & in with the positive.

If you are a positive force in my life.  You are in.  If you are a negative force, not so much.

But thank you for playing.