I feel like crap today. And yesterday. And when I feel icky I get needy and when I get needy I get sensitive and when I get sensitive I get bitchy. Fun times.
And, again, I'm questioning my marraige. I'm questioning why we are together and I'm questioning if this is how I want to spend the rest of my life. Because currently, this isn't good. And then we add JDRW to the mix, and I don't want to ruin his life by seperating or divorcing and ripping his little family apart. I fucked up with my other kids, I just really didn't want to fuck up with this one too.
I love Magnum. But...we just aren't...happy together anymore. I feel like he hates me most of the time, and I'm sure he feels like I hate him most of the time.
I just...grrrr. I just don't know sometimes.
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