The sun is shining. There are little daffodil sprouts in the front garden. I get to see Joy tomorrow, albeit briefly. I'm also getting my hair cut tomorrow, which is much needed. I'm letting it grow out, but I can't stand when it gets all squirrely. And, I'm tired of wearing hats. Every morning Magnum says "Good Morning Astro Boy." For those of you who don't know...
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Of course, Magnum has been inaccessible during the day for the past coulpa days...and that makes me sad. :(
I think the new girl and I can safely say "the honeymoon's over" now. Sometimes I just get worn out trying to defend myself and my choice to be poly. I believe in it whole heartedly, and it's hard sometimes when people around you don't/can't/won't understand. Sometimes I'm quite delusional in thinking that if a person would just give me a shot, they might see something "worth" getting to know. I guess it's sorta like religion to me. A person can talk to me until they are blue in the face, about religion (namely Christianity) and I will never, never, share their beliefs, although at the same time, I can appreciate their beliefs. So, I guess that's how the new girl see's polyamory. Like, what's the point in trying, if you know from the get go that it's not gonna work? Although, the reason I know Christianity doesn't work for me is because I spent years and years contemplating and learning before I decided. I didn't just decide it wasn't for me...until after I tried it. :)
In other news...I need meat. :) Like I'm hungry...but nothing sounds good except a big ol' steak or maybe a lobster tail. Mmmmmmm.
I saw Ogre the other day, and I was awkward and shy. Which is kinda funny, because it's not like I haven't been around him for extended periods of time. I think it was just odd for me to have him at my house...even if it was only for about 4 seconds because I was being a big awkward dork. :)
I guess that's all I got for now. B o r i n g. :)
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