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It makes me a little nervous to post here. What if someone I know recognizes me from my writing? Oy.

But, oh well.

On Friday I went out with Skye.

She likes me. Really. She met Magnum. She and I and Magnum sat at the Denny's for 2 hours. But I digress.

Let me start at the beginning. We ended up having dinner with her ex & her roommate. Probably would have been better if I didn't feel like her friends were gonna bust on her for going out with me. But oh well...they don't know me...so there.

Then we went shopping. Or more like walking around the stores giggling.

I realized something. Normally when I'm with someone, I like to walk around together but apart. I always stay a few feet ahead or I'll go to a different aisle. Whatever. With her...I can't get close enough. Oh my goodness.

So, after we get done shopping she goes to a different store and parks in the parking lot. And, teases me. She lays her seat back. Squirms. Makes these little comments. And, I deny her. I tell her I can't kiss her or touch her or whatever because she has a girlfriend.

So, after much frustratedness (in a fun way), we go over to Denny's and meet Magnum. We have dessert and we talk and giggle for hours. I played with her hair. Kissed her neck. Bit her arm. Played with her thigh and her hands.

Magnum validates things for me. He said she was smitten. She's flat out giddy around me.

So, we walk back out to the car, and she gets in her drivers seat and I open the passenger door to get my bag...

And I kneel in the passenger seat and stretch over to her and say "kiss me"...and she says "really?" and I say...mmmhhhhmmm. And we kissed.

I couldn't fucking breathe. I didn't say anything...got out and got into Magnums car. And freaked out all the way home.

I immediately texted her and said "OMG"...and she said "OMG is right" and I said "I need feedback" and she said "One word: Hot".

And so it goes.

Except she has a girlfriend. And, I want her to have a girlfriend, that's all good. But I don't like the girlfriend not knowing. Ya know? I wish she could be open about it.

Later I asked her how she felt and she said she felt like she wanted to do it again. And again.

It was one of the best kisses I've ever had. OMG. OMG. OMG.