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I need balance. Let me explain. (As if you have a choice!) :)

I just need...attention. Geez, that sounds shallow or needy. But, I don't want all of the attention, I just want (and need) a sliver of your attention now and then. I know there's a lot going on. I know there's all of this excited energy. But sometimes I just need you to look back down here, and give me your undivided attention. If you DVR a show, and you are watching it, and I want to talk to you...I mean really...is it so hard to pause the fucking tv so that I can talk to you? Instead of sighing and giving me a look like I'm just plain ol' bothering you? Especially, if I've spent a majority of my weekend cooking and cleaning with a four year old running around. I might just need a minute or two of your attention to remind me what a conversation that doesn't revolve around cheezit's and tricycles feels like.

That's all I got for now.