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(So, apparently I wrote this a while back and never posted it? So here it is.)

Is there even such a thing as "having a good day" anymore? Try try try to have a good day and see if someone doesn't fucking bring you crashing right back into the dirt.


I just don't understand why he can't just get it. It's gotta be a control thing. I barely even talk to men these days. And, when I do talk to one, the fucking world is coming to a goddamned end.


He thinks it pisses me off because he doesn't want me to talk to him. But what pisses me off is that he doesn't trust me. I've been outrageously faithful to him, (even when he wasn't even talking to me for years), and now, for some odd reason, he can't trust me to maintain a friendship with a man? Without it just getting out of control? Unlike others, I do have control of who I do or do not fuck. So, what's the problem?


If chatting with a man gives me some perspective, what's the problem?