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This is going to be rambly...I just know it. You've been warnedededed. :)

So, Pawn. She's become a semi permanent fixture around here. She adds a sparkle, that's for sure. It's important for me that she stay positive. And, also, it's important that she not let me steam roll her. Because I will...if she lets me. So far she's been awesome at holding her own.

Magnum likes her. :) I like her. Her and Lee (my youngest daughter) have fun. :) It's kinda cute actually how well her and Lee get along. She's good with the younger kids too.

Speaking of Magnum, he's having issues (although I hesitate to use that word but it's all I can think of right now) with Ogre. Sigh. I can't explain it to him so that he understands how un...un...how...what's the word...unpussyhoundish...Ogre is. He's not sneaky. He's not trying to get down my pants. He's not trying to conquer me. He's not just waiting for Magnum's permission so he can jump me. He's just not like that. If Ogre were gay, could I be his friend then? Can we pretend he's a big flamin' homo? Just for friendships sake? I really really want he and Magnum to get along. And, I think they would, if Magnum were willing to try. But as we all know, he doesn't play well with others. He hasn't even met Ogre yet. I also understand his "issues". I get it. Ya know? But, I always ask people to not judge me until they get to know me. I just wish Magnum could do that with Ogre. Oy.

Lately I've been trying to fix my ex Mist up with Pawn's ex. :) They are really really a lot alike in a lot of ways. They are both kinda negative people and I'm hoping that two negatives make a positive. :)

Oh, and, I need a new job. I want a job that lets me travel. Any ideas?