And.

I'm barely out of bed and I'm crabby as hell already.  I don't even know why.

I'm a little disturbed I guess because of friend of mine has kinda fallen out of my life, and it kinda sucks.  And I find myself wondering what I did to offend her.  It kinda hurts to see her making nice with others, and kinda ignoring me. 

And Magnum, as usual, is a crab ass.  I don't know what to do with him to get him not to be a crab all the damn time...but it just stresses everyone out. 

And, Teenager 1 is leaving again.  Apparently, she's getting back with her old boyfriend, who of course, lives in Illinois.  Magnum gets all bent out of shape...but she's 19.  I mean, he moved out on his own (and into the army) at 17.  I have to let her make her own decisions.  I'm not happy about it, and she knows it, but I'm also not gonna be a bitch about it.  Because that's just stupid.  I've seen parents like that, I am not one of them.

And, in 1.5 months JDRW is going to kindergarten.  And, if that's not sad enough, I have to add to that what I want to do when he's not here anymore.  Do I continue doing what I'm doing or move on to something different?  I've decided I'm not going to do something to just have a job.  I have to have a job that holds my interest.

And, now, clients have arrived, so I'm out.