Widow.

Last week Magnum, before he goes to work, comes up and sits on the bed next to me and says, "So, are we still in an open relationship?"  Hahahaha.  I said, "Ummm, yeah?"  Then he went on to talk to me about some sales girl he met.  :)  I told him, he could have his salesgirl if I could have Walter.  Without hesitation he said, "Ok".  So, does he like the sales girl that much?  Or does he think Walter is so far out of my league I could never have him? 

Maybe Walter is a little far fetched, but I saw him last week, and I've never felt quite so much flirty tension before.  :)  I leave out of there all flustered.  Holy crap.  And, it's soooo not me doing the flirting.  I mean, I am sweet and all, but I'm not flirting... much.   He walked in, did a double take and said, "Wow you look good."  So, either I looked really good, or it was just such a major improvement over last time, that he was shocked?  He asked me how I was, as he's supposed to, and I said good and then I asked him how his life was going...anyway, I totally caught him looking at my cleavage.  :)  Then he said, he wanted to see me in six months.  And I, in my best whiny voice, said "Six months?  That's soooo long."  So, he said, "Yeah it is a long time, let's go with three."  Hahahaha.  So, Happy Birthday To Me, as that's when I'll be seeing him next.  Except, he asked about a flu shot and I turned him down.  But, if he's the one that will be administering it, I might have to take him up on it. 

What else?

Tap tap tap?

We still don't have snow.  Which is all good I guess.  But if it's going to be cold, I think there should be snow. And, the rule is, we don't get our Christmas tree until the first snow in December.  Cross your fingers for December 1st.

I'm a Hunter's Widow until Christmas...or until Magnum gets a deer.  Either way, it gets kinda frustrating to spend EVERY weekend from Halloween to Christmas by myself with teenagers, dogs, and a five year old imp.  Not to mention the dishes, the laundry, the cleaning...blah blah blah.  :)   When do I get my hunting season?  When do I get to spend from dusk til dawn for 12 weekends, sitting around doing nothing but whatever I want to do???  Hmmmm?  If it wasn't so freaking cold, I'd take up hunting, just to be able to sit in the quiet for a few hours!  :)

My last day at my current "occupation" will be December 10th.  Whoot.  I'm excited and scared.  I haven't really got anything else lined up yet.  But, I'm excited about possibility and hope.  :)

I just heard a gunshot.  Maybe my widow days are over.  Or maybe they've just begun.  Haha, that's so wrong.