One Week.

So, it's been a week.

And, it still sucks.

And he hasn't apologized.

And he hasn't asked me to come back.

But he did hook me up with a new light and cable in my new room.

So, how would you take it?  Like he's really not sad at all?  Like this is what he wanted all along?

Am I really this pathetic?

I want him to want to not want her.  When did I turn into this person I've become?

I cry when I'm in the car alone. 

I cry when I'm in bed at night.

I cry when I'm in the bath tub.

Why???  Wtf am I crying about?

I am so sorry for all of the pain I ever caused any married woman.  I know it's too little too late, but I am truly sorry.  The worst part is never having a straight answer to the question "why?"

I need a human to bounce this shit off of instead of a computer.  But the person I would normally bounce shit off of...happens to be the person that is causing me to have to bounce in the first place.