Traded?

Yesterday Magnum and I had an adult conversation!  Something was said about him dating...and I said, well none of the other girls bother me...just Two.  And then I said, "but that may be negotiable".

That got his attention.

I told him I might be willing to trade Two for Ogre.

What?

They aren't slaves?  You can't just trade relationships.  How immature and silly.  Right?

But, see, I realized something over the weekend.

It isn't necessarily Two that is the problem.  And it isn't necessarily Magnum's relationship with Two.  It's that Two thinks she's getting away with something.   And, that seems to be what bothers me.  So, isn't the hang up mine? 

I think I was ready to deal with Magnum & Two.  The Ogre trade is just a bonus.

And, I like Ogre.  That's not to say that he likes me, any more than any other person.  I know he makes me smile, even when I don't want to?  Although he *hugs* a lot and I'm so not good with people being exceptionally nice to me.  :)

I think just thinking there might be something there...gives me comfort? 

Is this wrong? 

Oh and note to self:  Huge Pile Of Leaves = Huge Area For Four Year Old To Lose Shoes.