Steps.

I understand why women stay with men who don't deserve them.

Pain.

Because if I could just suck it up, and let it go, and let him hold me, it would feel so good.  As long as I didn't think too much.  It would be the easy thing to do.

He lost my heart though, and he'll never get that back. 

Oh, I'm so pathetic, huh?  Poor poor me.

But it's a new beginning, a new month.  And, I'm gonna take full advantage of this moment!

In other news...I just wrote Mist the most pathetically pathetic email.  But there's been a lot of "stuff" between us, some anger and some resentment, and I'm just tired of it.  So, I sent her an email trying to just clear up some stuff, and explain some other stuff.  I guess we'll see how that goes.

I have my first test today, and I'm excited!  Me excited about a math test?  Who am I and what did they do with the old me?

That's all I got for now...

Oh wait...I just got my new printer!  Excited much?  As excited as I am about the printer, I'm more excited that I stood up for something I believed in, and got...what's the word?  Got...not revenge...got...what's the word?  Got what was rightlyfully mine because I stood up for myself?