Tuesday, June 21, 2011

FML.

I never use FML.  I think it's a stupid term because I should, we all should, be happy that we have a life.  Especially those of us who are healthy, and not hungry, and have people who love us.

Today, is the first FML day I've had...in years.

I have to go to the dentist.  I don't want to.  I want to cancel right now.  But then I'll be one of those people who cancel at the last minute.  And, I should probably keep the appointment because I've had it booked for about 3 months.  But my mood is so shitty right now...that I hate the thought of going to the fucking dentist.

I have no control over money.  Maybe now that Magnum is doing better, I can talk to him about it. 

I feel like absolute crap.  I'm such a downer.  Maybe I need drugs.  Happy pills.  But in the end, the side effects usually outweigh the benefits...so it's a fucked up situation.

I realized this morning that I have never, in my entire life, since I've been aware of commerce, not been worried or stressed by money.   The stupidest part is, no matter how much or how little I have, I'm still fucking stressed.

And, that's all the whining I have for you this morning folks...as I'm expected to arrive at the dentist in 45 minutes.  Is it too late to cancel?

5 comments:

BaileyRaine said...

Today, my mother tried to have a conversation with me. While she was taking a piss. With the bathroom door wide open. FML

BaileyRaine said...

Today, I was using the restroom when a little girl tried to open my stall. It was locked, so she slid under the door and tried to have a conversation with me while I was pooping. FML

BaileyRaine said...

Today, while a very cute girl was explaining the apartment's laundry machines to me, I blurted out, "It's okay, my pants are used to handling huge loads". FML

BaileyRaine said...

Today, I opened my Father's Day present from my mother in law. It was a glamor shot of her. FML

BaileyRaine said...

And the last one:
Today, I went to the dentist to get a filling. Instead of giving me Novocaine, my dentist decided he was going to use a special new paste on me while he drilled. It didn't work. FML