Friends.

I had (yet another) epiphany today!  I've always had boy friends.  My whole life, my best friends have been boys.  I've been attracted to females, and friends with boys.  Is that weird?

So, now, I'm trying to be friends with girls, and seriously, that's hard for me.  Because either I can't stand them, or I want to do naughty things to them.  :) 

What started this thought process was that Magnum has a pretty full dance card as of late.  And I don't.  And I'm sooooo ok with that.  But, I was thinking, wouldn't it be cool to have a friend I could just call up and be like, HEY, Road Trip?  Except, I don't have that kinda friend.  (And, to be honest, the first person that came to mind was Two.  It would be fun, no doubt about it.  But, there's also no doubt that it would end with some kinda drama.  She'd end up not feeling well, or there'd be some emergency at home...or countless other things that seem to always somehow happen to her.  If I could win a million dollars by predicting that she'd get sick or some how make the trip revolve around her, I'd be a millionaire.)  Anyway, that's not the point...the point is...when I started thinking, I realized, I can think of a few men who I could easily go on a road trip with and have a blast.  But not women.  Is that weird?

I think there's just a simplicity to men.  I don't mean to say they are stupid.  I just mean they are less drama-ful.  :)  There's a comfort there.  A feeling of security maybe?  I dunno.

I've said to Magnum a thousand times, I'd rather be his girlfriend then his wife.  And that makes complete sense.  Being his girlfriend is AWESOME.  Being his wife, eh.   (Or maybe it's not being HIS wife, maybe it's just that I hate being a wife.)

So, what does that mean? 

Holy crap.  Maybe I really am a lesbian?