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Sometimes I like girls. And then I go through phases where...I'm more like "eh". Sometimes I just don't have the energy for women. :) I am also picky. Very picky. I think I usually notice a personality. I'd like to say I notice a soul, but that sounds so new age. But, Magnum and I were talking last night and we went through the list of the women whom I've really been into and I would describe them all as having old souls. Like, a core that draws me to them. A gravity maybe? A glow? An aura?

And, is it weird that I see that aura as a gentle aqua blue? Like, not when I look at the people...but when I think about this draw I have, that's the color that comes to mind? Maybe I'll look that up. (I just looked it up...go here for more info.)

Also, I dabble in Tarot. When I want insight into a certain person, I'll fan the cards out and I'll pick one card. And, it's not always easy. I really have to wait until I "feel" the card I should pull. Then I pull it and flip it, and that's the card that represents that person.

Before I ever met her, I did this for Joy. And, without even realizing it, I think the card suits her pretty freakin' well.

And, now, reality calls...more later. :)