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I'm crabby. Wait...not crabby...somber? Maybe? The weather, combined with the Magnum situation, make me...meh. And I hate being meh.

I don't want to be meh. Dammit. I want to be sunshiney and warm and nice. I haven't been nice to Magnum at all lately. As a matter of fact, I've been a flat out bitch. But, he just isn't getting it. And, I try try try to be nice about things and keep a positive attitude, but guess what, it never works. He doesn't ever really seem to hear me until I get so completely pissed that I can't contain myself and go off on him. And, when I go off on someone, it aint pretty. So, we pretty much haven't spoken for four days. I mean, we are cordial, but nothing extra. I tried to be nice and apologize on Sunday, but he just wasn't feelin' it.

What if this is, the end? What if we don't get past this? What if we can't get on the same page? Ugh.

In other news...

Yesterday, Magnum babysat for one of the babies while her sister, mother, JDRW, and I went to this Mommy & Me thing. So, when we get back she comes in with me to pick up the baby...and the baby comes running up to her mother...nope...make that Past her mother, to me with outstretched arms. I picked her up and she snuggled in and literally threw a fit when her mother took her. :( I felt bad for the mother, but I loved it that she wanted me.

I'm so tired of the meh's.