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Rain. Again.

Magnum and I are in a tiff. Again.

Sigh.

I love rain, if it's equally balanced with sunshine. But, yeah. Not so much. There have been 3 days in April, and it has rained all 3 of those days. Yesterday afternoon, we did get about 2 hours of sunshine.

I love Magnum, but I need to find a balance with him in regards to our parenting views. I have a more evolved style...where he's more old fashioned. If things aren't perfect and to His liking, then he is not happy which means no one is happy. And, I'm getting kinda bored with it already. I try to be nice and understanding...but he doesn't. I've sent him a few articles recently regarding the teenager view of things but he just says it's a "hippie" way of doing things. Well, not in those words exactly...but you get the point.

And he's a crab ass. Really. Crabby. Allofthetime. I've talked to him about it, but he just huffs around and never really makes any attempt at all to do better.

So, here I am, left to ponder our relationship. Our parental disagreements and different attitudes about life in general (I'm positive, he is sooo not) are having a negative effect on our lives. I try and try again to make it work, to find a happy medium. But with him there seems to be no happy or medium.

I've always said like is as important as love. I love him. But like? Not so much these days. We are just too different. I feel like a wife, but not a friend.

And that just sucks.