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So, I've been chatting with Joy's husband, more than I've been chatting with her. Not really by choice...but he's chattier...and she...not so much. So, I'll tag him to say hey and then we end up chatting.

Talking to him (and her for that matter), is really enlightening insofaras polyamory goes.

And, today, for the first time in a while, I've missed Skye. Pffftttt.

And, how do I feel about Magnum seeing Mist tonight? Hmmm...um...I'm good. I think my biggest issue is this need I have for her to know that just because he's seeing her, doesn't mean he doesn't love me. I know this. He knows this. But for whatever reason, I want her to know this. I think that was a big issue with us before. I always felt like she wanted him all to herself. Like, she thought, somehow, she'd have a snowball's chance in hell of snatching him. (Which I am not the LEAST bit afraid of!) But, I don't like it that she feels that way. Not a good poly attitude. Chaknow? She's extremely needy and that takes a lot out of a person.

Ok, I have much to do. I've been a lazy ass for the last 3 days. Ugh.