Apple.

I emailed Two and told her that I really can't stand her.  And that her + Magnum makes me cry.  But, I also agreed to re-add her as my "friend" and see how that goes...since I'm being happy and nice and crap.

The first thing she does, is make a comment about a pic of Magnum that says "Look there's my boyfriend."  GRRRRR.

So, this email is for my READERS.  Listen er, Read, carefully.  In a week, or a month, when I come here WHINING about what a douchebag she is and how much I hate her...PLEASE, refer me to this blog.  K? 

Because I'm trying to not hate.  I'm trying to let it be.

What I'm most afraid of is talking to her and finding out shit I didn't already know.  Like she'll just casually mention something that she shouldn't know...unless she'd been talking to Magnum again.  Which he says, has not happened.  It's like a kick in the stomach when that shit happens. 

I know, if I was hatin' someone, it should be him for not being honest...blah blah blah.  But we ALL know it's easier to hate the other woman.

I guess it's classic Eve syndrome.  Eat all you want from this garden, but don't eat apples from this tree.  As soon as you say that, he's gotta have her apple.